Dear Daddy...

Dear daddy in heaven…

Dad, today (Thursday,13 July 2006) God give me another gift about life.
When you were still with us, you said “Do your best!! And lets God do the rest.”. I still believe in that word Dad. God will do the rest and finished all for us… as long as that is the right thing to do.
U know Dad… I’ve been try to do that in my life. I studied hard, I work seriously, I m think positively. I’ve been try to do all that good things for 26 years.
Dear Daddy, sometimes all that things is not enough for others people. Sometimes others just see my effort in different point of view. Sometimes others think that my thought is not good enough to be accept. But….
In my life… I don’t want to be famous… I just want to be my self.
In my life… I never want to hurt people… exceptlly for defence my self.
In my life… I always try to make others happy because of having me near them.
That’s all I want in my short life.
If I have to hurt someone else to defend my self, is it wrong Dad?
Tell me Dad… because its been so painfull.
It is painfull when someone mad at you just because try to be your self.
It is painfull when someone say that your not good enough for him.
It is painfull when someone say you are “morron” just because you don’t agree with their opinion.
It is painfull when someone see you only like a small bugs… you are nothing for them.
Dad… I remember what you are saying before you died…
“Your Happiness is belong to your own, its not belongs to your family, your friends or your spouse. So reach your happiness!”
I am Dad… I am happy will all my strenght and weakness. I am happy just being me… I will looking for my happines Dad… because I am deserve to be happy.
Thanks Dad… for teaching me a lots about life, for loving me until the end of your age, for showing me the beautiful life.
I love you Dad… love you so much.
Someday, I will see you in heaven and give you my big hug.

Your doughter…